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I will be appearing in a talk show after the screening of [Gochamezakoze] and [Shin Gochamezakoze Still Halfway Through] on the 20th, which is the matinee screening. Together with the host, Koushido Matsumoto (@koushido), I hope to talk about the industry before the new AV law came into effect from the perspective of a former AV actress. Please look forward to it ☺️🌸
And this is a lump of wax that is stuck to the tatami mat and cannot be removed. It makes me feel uneasy thinking about how much the parents pray every day.
I'm going to show you a part of my parents' house. I've been back here for a while, and this is the kind of environment I'm currently spending my days in... I want you to know that this is a very rude thing to say to people who believe in this religion (and my parents), but I think my parents are also victims. So, if possible, please refrain from slandering my parents.
Sorry!! I'll correct that. It's not WHO, it's the World Medical Association (WMA)!
Now that I'm 34 years old, I've always questioned the things my parents did, but I always told myself that it was because they had "love" and "good intentions," so I didn't want to think of it as abuse.
It looks like you're laughing on one side, even though you're not laughing at all.
I've looked for it many times, but I don't know if I've missed it or if it's already gone... I'll look for it again after a while, but I'll stop for now because it's too hard on me mentally... Maybe you can't see it unless you register as a member. I don't recommend registering as a member, so if you're looking for it, don't go that far 😢...
A situation I found while searching for evidence of my mother.
My sister told me that my mother's testimony should be on the old Seishin Hospital website, but there is not much information... My mother met my father at a joint wedding for 6,000 couples. I was hospitalized because I had anorexia and couldn't eat anything. When my anorexia turned to bulimia, my mother believes that I was cured of my illness by spiritual grace...
Today, I met my sister for the first time in years and we were able to talk at length. Until now, we had avoided talking about our parents and the church because it was too painful for both of us, so I was glad that we were able to talk about what had happened in a cheerful and fun way☺️ I had known for a long time that my sister had also been going through a lot of hardship, so I didn't know how to talk to her until now...
I just looked at my medical history and I've been hospitalized at this hospital many times, but the longest I was there was one year and two months...
You can watch the anime from the same series as yesterday's comic here ↓ Since it's aimed at children, some of the content is changed to be gentle and funny, and sometimes it's touching, but... so please watch it while thinking about the children who are being mind-controlled.
I'm not surprised at all, but if this is true, it's pretty bad... It breaks my heart to know there are so many victims...
Do you know anyone who knows "Ganbare! Songjaman!"? That was the only manga I could read, right? And "Second Coming Messiah"...
Here is the manga: Satan's Temptation
A manga made for children by the Unification Church (I read it when I was little too) It is said that when second generation Christians look at porn or erotic images, Satan invades and it is a sin that directly leads to the fall of mankind. Here is the second generation Blessed One who was in a lewd world that violates the most sacred love of God (*´ω`*)ノ lol
My eating disorder was my only escape route, and my repeated hospitalizations were just a way for me to get away from my parents. It was the only thing I had. My eating disorder ruined my life, but at the same time, it saved me... Even now, the habit is so ingrained that I can't seem to break free, but by looking back on my life, I feel like I'm moving forward little by little.
That's true... Looking back, my father's behavior was abnormal... My father also had a complicated family situation and thought about killing himself when he was in high school, and it was the church that helped him out at that time. I think now that my father probably couldn't face his own problems well...
Disbanding also brings with it the pain of realizing that the path I have walked should never have happened, but... this is the reality... Abuse of patients is absolutely unacceptable, and I will do my best to spread that message even a little.☺️✊🏻
I'm very sorry that I've been tweeting so much about the church and my past recently, and the content has been so heavy. I'm sure people might think I'm a tragic heroine because I'm tweeting things like this, but by talking about my past, I'm able to move forward...
Since followers learn from the guru, many followers and second generation members have experienced domestic violence, emotional abuse, and abuse... Can you build a happy family when the guru's family is falling apart? ...or so I think...
Thank you for believing and hearing my story. We have to warn people and make a notice of what kind of place this hospital and Cheongpyeong were.
Apparently there was a big earthquake in Taiwan! Are people in Taiwan okay? I also have relatives in Taiwan, so I'm worried 💧 People in Okinawa have also been issued a tsunami warning, so I'm sure they'll be very worried this morning... 😢 Please be careful and criticize!
Let's stop calling ourselves a "corrupt" person...
Since I "fell into depravity," I have experienced many hardships. Even though I have suffered so much, I am still very scared to be free from religion and my parents... It was accompanied by suffering. Nevertheless, I have tried to find my own way in life, even though I am looked down upon by my parents, by second generation people of the same religion, and by people in general. …
What is this really... is it coming to everyone? It really pains me to send such annoying spam to people who comment... I'm very sorry 💧
I've experienced sex work, I've become an AV actress, I love sex, I'm a pervert, but at the same time I don't generally understand that I do it with tremendous guilt, disgust, and fear of going to hell. I guess I want to...
It's April Fool's Day~ I'm actually 34 this year~🤗 I'm still not older than the age of my debut work~🤗 I'll keep saying it until I'm 37~💓lol
Hello, good evening🌸 How are you all? I debuted in 2015 when I was 37 years old⭐️ I'm Momose Yuri, who will be 46 this year💓 I'm already in my 50s, but I hope you'll continue to support me🙇🏻♀️ #AprilFools
Do you want to play like that now? Unless I'm playing, and I trust the person, it's a different story, but to say that a masochist isn't worth considering is a complete denial of humanity. It's fine to call yourself a fashion masochist, but... it's not your decision, right?
I'm not a child of God, I'm not your property, I'm not a child possessed by Satan, I've never been possessed by an evil spirit... I just want to live my life. A "normal" child who wanted love from his parents. You still pray to God, and that's okay. I'm not blaming you anymore. Because I'm your child.
I finally got to see the movie “Forgiveness”! Since it's about religious abuse, I was scared that it would remind me of my own trauma, so I started hyperventilating in the bathroom before watching it, but I'm so glad I went to see it. I couldn't stop crying...
Shrink ~ Psychiatrist Yowai ~ I'm still in the middle of reading it, but I recommend reading it, even if it's about diseases that apply to you or that you're concerned about! You'll learn a lot! I was in tears reading this...lol...
S-Male, M-Female, S-Female, M-Male People who don't want to be treated as humans due to their sexual tendencies and people who want to raise humans, regardless of their sexual tendencies, have a "human" heart before their sexual tendencies, feel pain just like you, and feel blood and blood. Please don't forget that you are a tearful person.
There are people who can hurt you in any neighborhood or place... It's really painful to be hurt by someone, and there may be times when they don't understand... You want to get revenge, you want to take revenge on the other person. You may want to experience the same pain that I did, but that doesn't mean it's okay for you to hurt others. …
I want to live with positivity
Thanks to everyone's comments, I finally realized how difficult it is to live with pigeons😰 It's a real nuisance when you think about your neighbors💦 It seems like they haven't laid eggs yet, so now is the time to remove them. However... I feel bad for her, and if possible, I would like to watch over her until she leaves the nest... but when I think about her coming back...😰...
Lately, I've noticed a lot of pigeons coming to my balcony, and I wonder if they'll settle down! We have started living together with Mr. Pigeon 🪺 I would like to watch over him ☺️🌸
In my case, I think that being intimidated about sex from a young age probably caused it to explode when I became an adult. Being intimidated made me interested in it... Of course, I've had a lot of bad experiences in life, but some people can't stand sex because of that, and some can, so it's different for each person.
Sorry for this morning🙇🏻♀️ I wrote about sexual abuse, but I think I'd just dismiss this as excessive sex education. The way he touched me was just unpleasant for a middle school student, and the most painful thing is that he pretended it never happened, but I don't know what my father thought... I don't want to be held captive anymore either.
If you don't want to hear my tweets, please don't watch it... I'm only writing about my past because it helps me organize my head a little, so if you're offended, please don't watch it... My past Some people seem to think it's fantasy when I talk about it, but it's non-fiction, so I appreciate your understanding.
I'm not really in the mood to talk about it, but let me tell you about a small part of the trauma that I pretended never happened. I will omit the details. …
I remembered a lot of things from my painful past, and I just cried for two days... My immune system is low, I have a fever, and I can't get out of bed 😅 I would like to return everyone's warm replies, but I haven't responded to all the comments. I'm sorry I couldn't do it! I'm reading them all! Thank you so much everyone 💓
I don't know how much my sister and I were aware of it when we ran away from home when we were in 6th grade (me) and 2nd grade (my sister) in middle school, but it's true that we were pretty cornered ever since then. We were too young to know what it was like to run away from home, so we felt the limits of home and ran away. …
When I was in elementary school, I was bullied because I was quite flirtatious, and I didn't have a good relationship with my family, so when I was in 6th grade, I ran away from home with my older sister. I was caught by the police and brought back home... lol At that time, I was listening to a band called AFI while hiding from my parents, and I remember listening to it all the time while I was running away from home. …
I've been thinking about it, but no matter how much time passes, I still don't have confidence in myself, and I can't take the plunge for fear of making my child unhappy. I've been worried for a long time 😥 I'm not sure if I can properly shower my love on you, and I spend my days thinking about what love really is...
This is really true 😭! ! ! That's a really good word! I will try not to be the kind of parent who tramples on the unconditional love that my child gives me! !
Since I was little, I was taught that love from my parents is "unconditional love," but I've never felt that I was loved unconditionally... It's not like unconditional love doesn't exist even now. I don't think so...However, I do feel that when I have a child, I want to love them unconditionally (I'm not a parent, so I can't speak for that)...
There is no love beyond violence. Beyond violence is codependency. I used to think that dependence was also a form of love, but love doesn't require dependence.